It has been too long since this blogger checked in.
There is really nothing new to report. Still no idea about when there might be an auction, or how we are going to accomplish it. Also, still no news on a memorial.
Really, though, the main reason for the long hiatus, is grief. At first, it was hard, but writing about Pete, posting pictures, and sharing memories was a comfort. Slowly, it became too painful. Finally, it was too much to handle, and I had to take a break. With nothing going right, and with him being gone finally hitting this girl, it became too much.
Just like with all grief, some days are better than others. Lately, it seems like it has been harder to cope with the loss of such a great man. Is it the warm weather he would have loved? The fact that the roses are getting ready to bloom on his porch?
One thing that has been salt in the wound has been this writers new job. Working in a Deli is stressful enough, but when you are constantly bombarded with memories of road trips and sandwiches, seeing new things he would enjoy eating, and smelling familiar smells that remind one of adventure, often the night ends in tears. Especially when there has been a particularly bad day, or someone has been rude to the Deli Girl, the pain is almost unbearable, because the confidant is gone.
Apologies for the "Debbie Downer" blog. Just, an explanation for the lack of content.
When we know more, or anything for that matter, we will let you know. There is still hopes for a Memorial, and an auction, but no leads yet as to how this will be accomplished.
Until next time...May your lines be tight, may your memory be sharp, and may your laughter ring out through the hills.
